Eid-ul Fitri 1430 H

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
to all muslims, Malaysians and everybody else!

I'm at the Royal Town of Sri Menanti, home to my mother and her mother before her. So anyway, Rewind!

Woke up early on raya morning, had nasi lemak for breakdast cause it was a Sunday then got my haircut after by mak. Solat sunat raya aidilfitri at the mosque as always but I met a few friends there.

Got back and I quickly readied mak's laptop, tripod and camera for our family photo.
I don't think I did a pretty good job with this. Ngeh.

After that we went to Grandparents at TTDI. The usual lah. Since Abang is back, he, kakak and Salma can come beraye at Taman Tun. But they came a bit late cause of delays when they were stilll in Shah Alam. All of us 2ent back by 6pm I think.

I heard Abang was going alone back to kampung, so I wanted to follow. Mak and ayah left at 9. Abang came at 10 I think. But we gerak-ed at 11 or 1130, cause we were busy plating GH3. =P Hard is HARD! Haha.

Got there, and everyone who saw Abang asked where's Salma. Kakak didn't want to go cause well... I guess she's tired. This year Abang started to get info on our family members from Kakak's side and from ours. And we knew that our side is the hardest cause of Pak Ngah Besar's family. So I'll blog more on that later. Right now my cousin wants to use my mom's laptop for a while.

Incase I fall I sleep, Nights!

So Very True

A painful feeling it is to go through. It's been frequently happening to me lately. Sigh.

English papers tomorrow. Sleeping on the floor again today. Nights.

Picture courtesy of:
Shannon's Tumblr.

If Only

If only I was given
...........a chance to love
If only I was given
...........a person of a captivating heart
If only I wasn't given
...........such a foolish mind
If only the inevitable
...........could be changed

Too long have I dwindled in the dark corners of my mind
Too long have I given so much hope on the bleak
Too long have I given a chase to those around me
Too long have I done so much yet so little

If only they would stay by my side
...........rather than leaving me alone in the dark
If only she could listen to the words of my heart
...........may there be no reason to abandon any hope

If only time could heal a wounded heart.

First thing.
Happy Belated to
Perol, Hazirah, Emilyn and Bonda!

Yesterday we had gotong-royong at school. I think it was meriah? Yeah. I thing its the best out of all the gotong-royong the school ever had. I had fun breaking the cupboards that the school wanted to throw out. It feels like killing a person. And its strangely fun. Ehehehe.

Half way back home, got a ride from Pn.Shuba. Yay! Twice in a week! Littered at home till 2 then head out to KLPF. When I got there I called Nat, then she said she was going back already. Was so sad then. I was really looking forward going with Nat and Shannon to KLPF yesterday but then we had school. Then I missed hanging out with them when I got there. What a bummerr.

I was pretty tired over there. My back hurts. Met Cik Kuah there. Then called up Jas and Aqif and found out they were at a movie. My fault. I'm going there again today. Going with Han and gonna go buy stuff. So if you're going there now, see ya there!

Bye!

Of BelaTeds and Sucking of Life

Happy Belated Birthdays to
Kak Fatin, Pavin, Faris, Najmi
and
Happy Birthday Asyraf!

Had 2 seminars today. We were suppose to have 3 which was Add Maths but the speaker had fever so he/she could not be present. If we did have that seminar we're suppose to go back at 3:45. Super long man. So before recess we had Chem and after we had English. They were all about answering techniques and let me tell you that chem was the absolute boardem. Chem may look easy to learn, but the questions are damn hard. Well, at least to me. I could understand one single bit. I was sitting in the first row for the first couple of minutes then I went to the back cause I couldn't understanding anything.

English was fun though. It was presented by a former english teacher of SMKBB, Pn. Shirlee (Spelling unknown). Now teaching at SMK Dato' Lokman, Kg Pandan. The essays she showed and mind blowing! This guy got 50/50 for his essays! Man, power of bombastic words. You gotta respect them. She told us not to use slang in our essays like "Life Sucks". Cause if the examiner are from those luar bandar places, they won't know all these American Slang kids now days use. So if they use direct translating, it'll be like, "Kehidupan Menyedut". HAHAHA. I was like mad when she said that. The rest of the seminar was nice.

Finished around 1:30. Helped clean the Mini Dewan. Brought the PA down to the prefect store with Suresh then went for sivics at the library (Ain't that cool?). Thought Marsya would be there but to dismay she was not is sight. Ustaz Azham said he'll finish class at 1:10 so I can go see him to get some exercises for Tasawwur. When I went to see him, he wasn't there. And his timetable said he has class till 2:30. Then I went back to the library tired.

When school finished, I found out that my shoes were missing. Surprisingly I had no expression of my face. Took off my socks and went to the surau. After my prayers, I went looking for it. Then I gave up. So I went to find Ustaz Azham. Who I found at the Bilik Ekses (The school's CC). Told him about my dilemma and asked for a ride back which he kindly obliged. Walk around the school with no hope of finding it, bare footed. I guess that's all.

3 More Days!

Oh Dang It!

Happy 17th Birthday

to

Mark and Harsh!

Now is time for me to sleep. Alright? 1-2-3-Spontan! Nights.

Finale Todaye

I forgot what I wanted blog.. Oh yeah.

Happy Belated!
Kak Diana, Dipti, Ilyyas, Abg Yusuf, Martin, Hakeem and Najwa!
dan
Happy Birthday Haqimi!

I think that's all. Or is it? Oh yeah.

Oh Yeah! Goodnight!

Kuala Lumpur Photography Festival 2009

It's here! The Kuala Lumpur Photography Festival! If you're a photographer, or likely to be one, then that's the place you're suppose to be this weekend!

Details as below:

And when you're there, here's a map. With Legend!


I want to go there just before they start. And go back just as it finishes. But the problem is, my mom's birthday is on the 15th and Abang's coming back on the 16th (YAY!). Kena berbahas tentang perkara ini. Hmm.

Anyway, told Shannon about it and she'll be going with me. And Nat also. Guess that's all. BYE.

(edit)
Untuk maklumat lanjut sila kunjungi ke laman web KLPF. Sekian disekiankan.

(/edit)

Augustin Borned

So as I promised that day that I broke.

August 1 - Diana Qistina, 18; Dipti Kumar, 18
August 3 - Ilyyas, 18
August 4 - Yusuf Amin, 19
August 5 - Martin Vijay Raj A/L Santana Samy, 17
August 6 - Muhammad Hakeem, 16
August 8 - Siti Najwa Hanani Azhar, 17
August 9 - Haqimi, 17
August 10 - Mark Koh, 17; Harsh Kaur, 17
August 11 - Fatin Amirah Razmi, 18; Pavindran Nair, 17
August 12 - Faris Hazman Tiang, 17; Najmi Azhar, 15
August 13 - Asyraf BETA, 17
August 14 - Shafirul Azwan Rahim, 16; Hazirah, 14
August 15 - Talhah Abdullah, 55; Emilyn Wong, 17
August 17 - Muhammad Ashraf Amir, 17
August 18 - Ka Jeng, 18; Muhammad Hanif Hamizan, 17
August 20 - Nurul Izyan Ahmad Ziyad, 25; Safar dan Sharif, 17
August 21 - Sarah Khalilah Abdul Rahman, 28; Nor Syuaida Mohd Nor, 17
August 22 - Azman, 24; Thian Shen Ni, 16
August 24 - Noor Suraya Zamri, 17
August 25 - Rayna Jayant Ghandi, 19; Iqbal, 18; Amirah Amran, 17; Katrina Ann De Rozario,17
August 27 - NurSonia Bawany, 17
August 28 - Ahmad Syukri, 17
August 29 - Ravind Raj A/L Thangaraj, 17
August 31 - Muhammad Hazim, 17

Finally! It took me awhile to write this. I would guess that's all for now. Sayonara.

Why am I heartless?

Thanks for the Wish As

I know I know. Haven't been updating lately. A broken promise eh? Eh.

So first thing's first. I would like to thank the people who wished me a happy birthday. Let it be early, on time or belated. I guess they all count.

Hariz, Sue, Mak, Abg Ngah, Edmond, Nadia Nasir, Bandi, Prince, Kien Meng, Rayna, Natasha, Shazana, Girl Girl, Wei Hong, Ishvinder, Hariish, Farhan, Elicia, Jie Sze, Dhilah, Naz, Faust, Karen, Hazirah, Kak Erica, Adiba, Shakila, Kak Nora, Vish, Raeda, Cikgu Sharizad, Raisa, Sonia, Timothy, Kavinash, Shahir, Qistina Shah, Kak Shida, Kakak and Salma, Ashraf, Amirah Akj, Vickram, Abg Nik, Abg Iqmal, Olivia, Najwa, Farah Farhana, Ashiq, Su, Aqmar, Abg Ezani, Abang, Kak Pah, Denise, Nadia Zulkiflee, Ijat, Qamarul, Shannon, Nathalia, Faiz, Ummi, Payjai, Mani, Atiqah Zaini, Tupai, Maryumah, dan lain lagi.

I can't remember the ones who wished me in person. Well not all of them lah, just some. I checked my messages and my emails from Facebook too. I guess that's all of them.

Abang wanted to call, but my parents and I were at The Ship at uptown, or Damansara lah. So he just sms-ed me. Abg Ezani called. Was happy that time. Missed him sooo much. He's still unemployed in Australia. Kesian.

Well I got tuition at 3pm. Got to go bathe soon. Gonna post pictures of my birthday and August Babies after I get back from tuition. DCM's only gonna be on sale on Monday. Can't wait that long! Gonna check MPH after tuition with hopes that it comes out early.

Gtg bathe now. Bye!

TRIALS IS IN A MONTH'S TIME! HELP!

The Unexpected of Expectancy

Well, I'm sure some of you people may know by now that. I'm an UNCLE! Kakak gave birth to Salma Mohd Zafri at 9.04am +0:00 GMT. (They're in London if you guys didn't know.)

Mak says that she looks like me when I was a baby. But her weight was just like Abang's. Abang said he and Uncle Rahman iqamat at Salma. It's tradition I think. And I want to do it too! So I'm waiting for the day he's free and we can skype.

Click to enlarge of course.

Since last week, I've been doing PEKA. I think upper form science stream have a total of 15 PEKA's. 4 for physics, 5 for chemistry and 6 for biology. Some have 7 for bio for some reason. I had to do chem and bio PEKA from scratch. Cause I didn't do my chem PEKA last year. And I think Mr. Ebenezer lost my F4 PEKA. Couldn't find my file..

So as of today. I've finished my bio PEKA finally. And right now I'm doing my F5 chem PEKA. Another all-nighter I guess. Got to pass them tomorrow.

Imma gonna post an emo post some day. So when that day comes, don't look at my blog. Cause if you read it, don't come talking to me bout it. That's all I'm saying.

Kays! I'm off to PEKA!

GuttenTag

Now I wanna do all my olden tags that I got few months ago. And also new ones. Let's the starto!

Tagged by Kat,

Directions:

Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog or a note on Facebook with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment (”you’re it”) and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog/note, so I can see your weirdness.

I, Muhammad Fariz Baharuddin,

1. is a photographer

2. likes to make people's life a bit easy

3. is some times very random

4. needs to study

5. doesn't want to be alone

6. wants a full frame slr

7. teach people photography at school

8. is sleepy

9. really like nasi lemak

10. is overweight

11. goes online 24-7

12. hates PLKN

13. doesn't want to go to PLKN

14. unless it's in Sepang or Sabah

15. doesn't want to be like an average Malay

16. loves my friends and family

I TAG...

Shannon

- because her blog needs tags.

Atiqah Zaini

- cause she likes to be tagged.

Aiesya Rafieqa

- because she needs to be tagged.

Navin

- cause he doesn't update anymore.

Sue Yin

- cause I'm bored.

Qistina Siregar

- for fun.

Qistina Shah

- same as above.

Sarah Alya

- cause she needs to update.

Syahbandi

- cause I want to.

Ashraf Amir

- cause I want him to do tags.

Tagged by Siti,

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 films, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239 films on this list. Copy this list, go to your own Facebook account, paste this as a note. Then, put x's next to the films you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click post at the bottom. Have fun.

( ) Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
( ) Boondock Saints
( ) Fight Club
(x) Starsky and Hutch
( ) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane (Flying High)
Total: 3

( ) The Princess Bride
( ) Anchorman
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Labyrinth
( ) Saw
( ) Saw II
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
( ) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 6

( ) Scream
( ) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
( ) Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
( ) American Pie
( ) American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 6

(x) Harry Potter 1
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
( ) Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
( ) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
( ) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 11

(x) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
( ) Signs
(x) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
(x) White Chicks
( ) Butterfly Effect
(x)13 Going on 30
(x) I, Robot
(x) Robots
Total so far: 17

(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
( ) Never Been Kissed
( ) Meet The Parents
( ) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
(x) King Kong
Total so far: 20

(x) A Cinderella Story
(x) The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumber & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
(x) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween
( ) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber
Total so far: 26

(x) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
(x) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 29

(x) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
( ) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
( ) Remember the Titans
(x) Coach Carter
( ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
(x) The Mask
(x) Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 34

(x) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Lucky Number Slevin
(x) Ocean's Eleven
(x) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Bourne Identity
( ) Bourne Ultimatum
( ) Lone Star
( ) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) The Fog
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
( ) Curious George
Total so far: 39

(x) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
(x) My Boss's Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x) War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 46

( ) Best Bet
( ) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( ) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
( ) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
( ) Ever After
( ) Wizard of Oz
( ) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
( ) The Terminator
(x) The Terminator 2
(x) The Terminator 3
Total so far: 48

(x) X-Men
(x) X-2
(x) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
(x) Sky High
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
( ) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Little Mermaid
(x) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
( ) The Skulls
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
Total so far: 58

( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle on 34th street
(x) Old School
( ) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
( ) Krippendorf's Tribe
( ) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castles
( ) Boogeyman
( ) The 40-year-old Virgin
Total so far: 59

(x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(x) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(x) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(x) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
Total so far: 65

(x) Baseketball
( ) Hostel
( ) Waiting for Guffman
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
( ) Devils Rejects
(x) Elf
( ) Highlander
( ) Mothman Prophecies
( ) American History X
( ) Three
Total so Far: 67

( ) The Jacket
(x) Kung Fu Hustle
(x) Shaolin Soccer
( ) Night Watch
(x) Monsters Inc.
(x) Titanic
(x) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
( ) Shaun Of the Dead
( ) Willard
Total so far: 72

( ) High Tension
( ) Club Dread
(x) Hulk
( ) Dawn Of the Dead
( ) Hook
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
( ) 28 Days Later
( ) Orgazmo
( ) Phantasm
( ) Waterworld
Total so far: 74

( ) Kill Bill Vol. 1
( ) Kill Bill Vol. 2
(x) Mortal Kombat
( ) Wolf Creek
(x) Kingdom of Heaven
( ) The Hills Have Eyes
( ) I Spit on Your Grave aka The Day of the Woman
( ) The Last House on the Left
( ) Re-Animator
( ) Army of Darkness
Total so far: 76

(x) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
(x) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
(x) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
( ) Ewoks The Battle For Endor
Total so far: 82

(x) The Matrix
(x) The Matrix Reloaded
(x) The Matrix Revolutions
(x) Animatrix
( ) Evil Dead
( ) Evil Dead 2
( ) Team America: World Police
( ) Red Dragon
( ) Silence of the Lambs
( ) Hannibal

86

Siti watched more movies than me..

I tag who ever who wants to do this.

Tagged by Sue,

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.

At the end,choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: 100Plus

2. Last phone call: Faiz

3. Last text message: Emir Aizat

4. Last song you listened to: Leah - Calling

5. Last time you cried: Monday I think

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: Nope

7. Been cheated on: Dunno

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope

9. Lost someone special: Wan... dan kawan2 tu..

10. Been depressed: Right now.

11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. White

13. Black

14. That colour

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: Yep

16. Fallen out of love: No komen

17. Laughed until you cried: Yep

18. Met someone who changed you: Yep

19. Found out who your true friends were: Yep

20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yep

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nope

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Majority wins

23. How many kids do you want to have: Don't know. But 1 girl.

24. Do you have any pets: Bro's turtle. But he flew away..

25. Do you want to change your name: Nope

27. What time did you wake up today: 6 thirty. AM ah.

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Drowsing

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Sleep.

30. Last time you saw your Mother: When she picked Faiz and me up from LRT Bangsar.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My way of thinking.

32. What are you listening to right now? : Give Me All Your Love

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : Nope

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: My lack of sleep.

36. Whats your real name: Muhammad Fariz bin Baharuddin

37. Nicknames: Fariz. It's that simple.

38. Relationship Status: Single.

39. Zodiac sign: Leo

40. Male or female?: Male

41. Elementary?: SKBB

42. High School?: SMKBB

43. College?: I want to go to UIA. But maybe I don't belong there.

44. Hair colour: Black

45. Long or short: Short

46. Height: 180cm +- 2cm kut.

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Ye..

48: What do you like about yourself? : Hmmm. Nothing.

49. Piercings: Nope

50. Tattoos: Nope

51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery: Tarak

53. First piercing: Tarak

54. First best friend: Takde kut.

55. First sport you joined: Badminton maybe. Seriously, Archery.

56. First vacation: Some pulau in Malaysia

57. First pair of trainers: Dunno.

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating: Brown rice.

60. Drinking: Plain water.

61. I'm about to: Eat.

62. Listening to: Someday

63. Waiting on: Eating.

YOUR FUTURE

64. Want kids?: Yes.

65. Get Married?: Of course. But maybe takde jodoh.

66. Career?: World renowned photographer. Some guy doing something.

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes

68. Hugs or kisses: Both.

69. Shorter or taller: Any.

70. Older or Younger: Any.

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Any.

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Dunno.

73. Sensitive or loud: 50-50

74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.

75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Not sure..

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: Nope

77. Drank hard liquor: Nope

78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yep.

79. Sex on first date: No.

80. Broken someone's heart: Dunno..

81. Been arrested: Nope

83. Turned someone down: Yep. Non-relationship related lah.

84. Cried when someone died: Yep.

85. Fallen for a friend?: Yep.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: No.

87. Miracles: Nope

89. Heaven: Yes.

90. Santa Claus: Nope

91. Kiss on the first date: Maybe.

92. Angels: Yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope

95. Did you sing today?: Yeahh

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: Did I?

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : That day..

98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: Dunno.

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Yes.

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Nope. its Guten Tag!

The tags are Tagged:
The people to the right.
PTQ.

That's it. I wanna go eat!

"Where is the horse and the rider?
Where is the horn that was blowing?
They have passed like rain on the mountain, like wind in the meadow.
The days have gone down in the West behind the hills into shadow.
How did it come to this?"
-Theoden King-
-Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers-

I, HAVE, RETURNED!

Hey ho. I know people don't read my blog anymore. Well, I haven't been updating for what? 5 to 6 months? Haha. Man that's long. I'm thinking I'm back for good. No no updating for months and such. I'll try to update as much as possible.

My life's in chaos right now I think. Been having Mood Swings for a very long period. I keep becoming emotional at a time then laughing mad at another. It's very distressing. Or so. To keep it simple, hate is a very strong word. But I really don't like my life right now.

Loneliness kills. I know I got friends everywhere. It's just that my mind says the other way. I'm sad no matter where I am. I used to smile every time I see one of my friends. But now. It's hard to smile. At school, at class, I sit alone. I sit alone with two tables. During recess, I've got no where to go, got no one to hangout with. As in, hanging out with the same people every day. I walk back home alone. Stay at home alone. Then go to tuition, sit alone. Then walk back home alone. It's such a Lonely World! If only I could switch off the part of my brain that thinks all this. Maybe I'll have a reason to smile for no reason. And truly find the meaning of Happyness.

Anyway. Open day was last week. I don't really remember what my results are. I just know I failed 7 Subjects. =) And you know what number I got in class? SIXTEEN. Like. I FAILED SEVEN subs man! How can I get 16 in class?! Heh.

Hey, It's July! And I'll tell you all this. Kakak Sarah had reached her full term pregnancy about 2 weeks ago. I hoped that my NIECE/nephew will be born in July and not in June. And guess what? It's not in June! So I have really high hopes for another Julyian. Hehehe. And I just remembered that I can put more photos on Flickr! So, wait for 'em yeah!

Oh yeah. Just want to remind you or myself on upcoming birthdays this month.

July 5 - Emir Aizat, 16
July 7 - Khizmal, 17; Cassie, 15
July 8 - Qayyum, 17
July 9 - Anis Zafirah, 17
July 10 - Mr. Selvam, 35
July 12 - Abik, 62; Saiful, 17
July 14 - Kak Alia, 23; Faizal Yaakob, 17
July 15 - Jasmine, 17; Atiqah Anis, 15
July 16 - Jega, 16
July 17 - Abg Ridha, 26
July 18 - Shiva, 17
July 19 - Mak Iti, 58; Kak Mira, 19; Tino, 19; Haizan, 17; Mai, 17; Aya Kito, 47
July 20 - Natasha, 17
July 22 - Zafri Baharuddin, 28
July 24 - Aqmar, 16
July 25 - Fariz Baharuddin, 17; Zulaikha, 17; My DS Lite, Blite, 2
July 27 - Nadia, 17
July 28 - Hock Soon, 17
July 29 - Amir Abdul Halim, 17
July 30 - Abg Hafiz, 28
July 31 - Sarah Shahir, 17

(Note: Bolded are Family.)

Oh didja know? I have an adik angkat! Haha. Ureshi Ne! Namanya Ku Marsya Artila. =) Dia cantik dan ramai orang minat dia. Sakit hati bila tahu sape yang minat itu. Memang memberangsang kan.

I kinda 'terase' when she doen't you know like lepak with me.. I feel jealous when I see her with Alip and geng. Even with Daniel.. Sigh.. What to do, what to do. Can't control people kan. Kena redha je lah.

Anyway again. Last night, I was trying to search for a clipping mask video from my PSTV collection and couldn't find it. There was one specific video that I couldn't find. But I did learn how to use it though. It's just frustrating that I can't find 'that' one. It's for Photoshop use by the way. So after learned that, I thought I try it out. Here's the result.


I was half asleep btw. And bid thee farewell. Oh, and maybe I wanna start putting Quotations at the beginning and end of my posts. Hehehe. Byes.

"If I could tell the story in words, I wouldn't need to lug around a camera."
- Lewis Wickes Hine -

Setelah Lama.

Loads of things been going on. I haven't been blogging cause I'm too lazy and cause I have too much to do with so little 'real world' realization. I keep spacing out when I'm not doing anything.

Let's see... The last post I said I was gonna write in BM this whole month (well, I'm not gonna do it nymore) and about a BM Seminar at UM. Well, it was quite good. A bit pricy but yeah, still good.

Since Hari Wilayah falls on a Sunday, Monday's got no school. I wish the counselors in my school would tell the students if they have seminars or not rather than we get into class then someone comes and tells the class we have a seminar at 8. Like come on! Have the decency to tell us earlier! My bag's freaking heavy weh! But the seminar was good. Add Maths. He said it is the easiest subject in SPM. Cause the passing mark is about 20 I think. They had a seminar on the week's Saturday (7/2). I didn't go. Not because of the price but more on my tendency to space off when I'm sleepy.. I'm very sleepy nowadays..

Either that same week or the week after which was last week. Pn.Umi offered me to go to a Photography seminar which was held last Saturday (14/2), same day as Valentines. Well, I agreed to go. And it was well worth it to wake at 530am for a seminar at FRIM, Kepong. It takes about 45mins to get there. Hence the time I woke up. Registration is at 715, so I had to be there early. When I got there with my father, we tried very hard to find the place I'm suppose to go to. They had signs. Yeah. Small ones. Tengah pagi buta tu. We went one round then we took a closer at one of the signs, and it writes "Auditorium -arrow that points 45* to the left from the top-"

I saw two SMK Jinjang students. Do you know which school is that? Yep, you guessed it. The former school of our school's PK1, Pn. Siti Anidah Mahadi. During the closing ceremony, Jinjang got mentioned that they're teacher got his/her students to FRIM at 650am. Padahal aku sampai dulu! Tak nampak sign je kut! My father wanted to lepak there until its time for me to go home. So, okay lah. And its a good thing he told me to bring all my camera gear. Cause I would have regreted a lot for not doing so.

I didn't know where to go just yet, so I tried making a new friend. Which I succeeded with all my attemps! This guy's name is Amy from Setapak Indah. A Canon 400D user. He has two lenses, a 430EX II speedlite and another lense that he said dye 'saje beli'.

I have to write another day. Head's coming down.. But I will leave you something. They gave us a 3-hour oppurtunity to shoot the areas in FRIM according to where we're suppose to go in our groups And at the end of if, we had to submit 10 photos for them to evaluate. Here's the link to my photo album in Facebook containing those 10 pics. Till Wednesday!

The Un-active-ness of Late

I've been really busy (not)... I'm quite tired actually. School's a mess right now. They gave us seminars to attend at school without telling us earlier. Don't they know how heavy our bags are? Well, I don't know about you guys, but my bag's sure is heavy! Let me put is simple, 'Kau tak terdaya mengangkatnya'.

During this holiday in one of my trips to Bangsar, I re-met with the King and Navin. I was wearing a bag with a tripod standing vertically in my bag. For some unknown reason, Raja jumped on my bag, hit his chest on my tripod and succumb to pain while talking to Navin. Nav told me that the Pengetua had destroyed our school's Formation Performence Tradition! She claims its a waste of time. Pfft. Go join Navin's group on Facebook!

Even though its the holidays, I'm still tired... One, because of the stupid long seminars in school. Two, teachers give too much work.. Three, I had to take pictures of Kak Dia's wedding last weekend alongside Abg. Hafiz. Upside is, he's a experienced photographer, and I gained a lot of experience during that weekend. Four, been spending too much time in Bangsar. And lastly cause I'm sleepy..

Just two more days till school starts again. Still haven't touch my homeworks yet. And I have to go to school tomorrow to get a bus ride to UM for a "Bengkel Peperiksaan BM SPM '09" thing. Hope I don't forget to bring the RM100 fee. Sigh.. 10 hours..

Since its Federal Teritory Day tomorrow, I'm gonna blog in BM the whole of February! Maybe I'll post the wedding post in english. Nyways, that's all fer now. Nights yo.

The Updates of Updates!

I just got back from N9 a few hours ago. Quite tired. Pergi robohkan rumah kecik somewhere in the yard. I dunno how to describe it. Maybe I'll ask mak later later.

So, "The Updates of Updates" is a title I'm gonna use from now on to tell u people what I've updated on the blog. Like for instance, I've recently (today) updated the 'Keng-Kawan(s)' column. So its up to date right now. Had to delete a few like Becky's and Nazmin's cause I don't know their recent blog url or even if they have a blog right now. And I can't read some blogs because I'm not invited to read them. So I have to remember to ask Azwa, Daphne, Derek, JieSze, Kala and Qistina Shah (takkan kasi punya lah).

Well, that's the ONLY column I've updated. Others are soon to be updated. I have to put some colours into all my words. All of my post looks so dull.. Till the next post!

I'm a dude playin' a dude, disguised as another dude!

One of my favourite phrases in Tropic Thunder. Haha..

I've been busy this whole week. Not with homework but with tuition and coping with my sleepy-ness.

Well I can't write long. Gotta pack and bathe cause I'm going back to N9 in a few minutes. I'm coming back tomorrow morning and I'll update then. See ya guys!

Slamat Tahun Baru 1430 Hijrah!

First off.

Happy New Year!

So, as my first post in a month and a half, and as the first post of the year, I'm gonna say... Hi.

So, as you guys did not know, I was hospitalized at Pusat Perubatan Pantai Medical Centefrom Christmas Eve till New Year's day. Eight glorious (yea right) days at the hospital! Nurse bangunkan awal pagi untuk ambik darah.. Every single day tau! Sigh.. Oh yea, got dengue.. Hehehe..

So, I'll explain about my experience at the hospital in another post (I promise I will). I missed a lot of events while I was hospitalised. Christmas/ Atuk's b'day dinner at TTDI. Which ended badly when Pak Busu went berserk because the kids were too noisy. Atuk had to call the cops!

I was quite sad when Tuanku mangkat.. Umm thats Almarhum Yamtuan Tuanku Jaafar Ibni Tuanku Something. Tak ingat name penuh.. Heh. So now its Yamtuan Tuanku Munariz. My aunty went back with my other aunty to watch the pengebumian Tuanku at the Makam Diraja sebelah Masjid Sri Menanti. Oh, he was buried on the first of Muharram that is the 29th of December.

Then I spent New Year's with my mom at the hospital. My room number was D505, which coincidently is the same number as mom's car's plate number. Haha.

Pictures!

It shows that I'm a residence (victim) of the hospital.

My bro and me.

Sakit kepale. Kasi ice pack.

Free towel.

3 dots make a straight line. Ambik darah 3 kali same vein.

So, today was the first day of school. I was hoping to get into 5 Dedi, but of course I knew I'm stuck in Maju. Sigh.. 25 students (excluding Khizmal, migrated to Aussie).. TWENTY FIVE MAN! Wtf!? 19 dudes, 7 dudettes.. Giler teruk weh. All the former Ju-Joo Bee's have gone to Dedi... Only a few are left in Maju. Sigh.. Oh, kesian Irfan pagi tadi! Name tak kena sebut! Hahaha.. Kena jumpe Pn. Jasbeer untuk tau klas betul!

Oh, and before I forget.

New Year Resolution

• At least 8 A1s for SPM
• Lebih rajin dari tahun lepas
• Get a girl (not gonna happen)
• Teach people photography

I guess that's all for now.I'm gonna put photography tips and tricks once in a while. Nantikanlah!

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