Return Of The Writer!

COMING SOON!

Well, since I don't update much, people won't check my blog nymore. So probably no one will read the next post I'll write. So till I know anyone who reads my blog, it'll be like I'm talking to myself.

So I just wanna say that I'll write a real post soon enough. Maybe tomorrow. Maybe not. Whenever it is, I have a damn lot of things to write about. So..

Nantikan lah!

PENGEMBALIAN PENULIS BLOG!

Rumah Yang Akan Dibuka Pada Hari Yang Terbuka

Saye hendak mengumumkan bahawa, saya akan membuat Rumah Terbuka(RT) pada 25hb Oktober 2008 iaitu sama dengan 25th of October 2008 which is also in conjunction with Abby's and Alwin's(Solo) birthday. Harap hari tersebut menggembirakan dua ekor tersebut..

Seterusnya, tempoh atau durasi(duration) RT tersebut ialah dari 12 tgh hari hingga 6 ptg. So, kunjungilah beramai-ramai. Jikalau pihak Dato'/ Datin/ Tuan/ Puan/ Cik/ Encik hendak menghadiri RT pada masa yang lebih awal daripada durasi yang ditetapkan, dibenarkan. Tetapi kalau and datang selepas tempoh tersebut, ANDA perlu menolong untuk mengemaskini RT tersebut yang diarahkan oleh Bonda saya. =P

So If u wanna come bring your friends, yourselves and especially your stomachs! Bawak kawan yang aku kenal eh.. Kalau tak kenal macam pelik plak..

Here's a map to my place:

Makanan yang akan disediakan adalah seperti berikut:
-Sate;
-Laksa Johor; dan
-Nasi Briyani.

So, I hope you guys and gals can come this Saturday. See you guys there!

Pictures of Open House in '06 and '07

2006

2007

and

Saturday! Be there!

Oct Chapter 1: Raya Aidilfitri Day 1

First and foremost...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANNON!

Well that's done.

Sooo, like every raya, my family and I go to my grandparents' house. On raya eve also we went there. Woke up like 7 something then went down for breakfast first. I thought mak goreng nasi goreng (well it smelled like it), but then it was nasi lemak. Mak masak jugak! Wakwakwakwak!

I ate two full plates, but I can barely finish my second plate. Hmm, very the pelik.. My, half of a cow's stomach dah kurang size kut.. After breakfast, bathed, pakai baju Melayu then went to the mosque. And this is also the first raya without Abang..

So without Abang now, after we came back from the mosque I have now the responsibility to set up the place to take our family photo.

This is the place.

This is the Family 'Portrait'.

This is the picture of my parents.

After we're all done with that we went to TTDI, grandparents'. Well actually now I'm too lazy to type dah. So I'll show some pictures with captions. Oh yea! This!

Uhhh, Salam Kemaafan? Haha.

I'm at my kampung, Sri Menanti (Not 'Seri' ah!), Nogori Sombilan. And I'll be coming back to KL in a few hours, then I'll continue on another post.

So, Salam Aidilfitri dan Slamat Bercuti pada beberapa hari yang tinggal lagi!

Exams round the corner! Tak study lagi! Argghh!

Kehilangan Posessi

On Friday I brought my prefect name tag to school which I got on the Prefect Installation day. The only souvenir I got during my months as a prefect. EHEM.. Probate.. Other than my blazer.

I put the tag at my camera bag's strap. I don't know why I did that actually. The pin can be easily unpinned and I thought it must have 'tercabut' from the strap in the time between when I was in class to the time I was back home.

So, on Saturday morning I tried to find it, retracing my steps. So around 10am I went on my "Expedition"! Left my house. Walked till Gate B. Then walked back home, tired, and out of breath.

Slept at nearly 11am, woke up at 4pm. I'm just hoping that someone, somewhere, has found my name tag, and will return it back to me. Or I'll find it on Monday.

Please tell me someone has found it.. OUENDAN!!

Bottled Anger..

On the 4th of September, I went mad for some unknown reasons. The prefects decided to make a spot check. Wheee. I didn't bring anything that is classified as 'barang rampasan' other than my cameras. After they checked us, we had to line outside. That's where it all started.

Jeremy took my camera bag, which made me kinda angry. Then Viknesh wasn't lining up and talking loudly then I started shouting at him. Then I don't know why, but suddently I went ballistic! Shouting here and there, tak tentu pasal! I brought markers the day before because I had agama presentation and I wasn't finish yet. I gave them to Fairuz during agama, then he said the markers wasn't with him. Then the next day Atiqah found the markers under a table.

So during the spot check, the prefects took the markers. So I was mad lah! My group haven't finish our presentation that we had to do in mahjong paper. Got the markers back. But the sad thing is, nobody cared..

My so called 'friends', didn't try to make me calm or something. Just shouting here and there, banging stuff. Its really sad when there's no one there to comfort you in your time of need..

I've been sad for months.. I don't have same interests as my classmates other than banging people in class and laughing our asses off. So I don't hangout with them so much..

Wokay, I'll stop here, I'm gonna watch The Incredible Hulk now. Brother said it was nice. Bye!

A Belated..

Happy Belated 51st Merdeka Day!!

Will be updating blog very soon. In the near future.

Tunggu lah! Kembali lah wira ini! Bwahaha!

Menarik Diri

I would like to tell about my short (but long) probate life. But maybe tomorrow. I finally finished my letter to Pn. Zaleha. I didn't know where to start with the letter. For those who know me oh so well, I can't write essays. Especially karangans. My mother helped me to write it and now she's in Bali. Well here's the letter, which I'm gonna give to Pn. Zaleha, tomorrow, on the 14th, yeap..


Gonna miss a lot of people in the board. Well, see ya on the other side!

4 Months?

Haven't been blogging lately, and so I thought, I'll blog now.

Let's see.. The Mid-terms have passed. I got 30th place in class out of 35. Well now is 34 since Gisho changed school.. =( I got 7 G9s, great achievement for me. Hahaha. My mom was okay with it. After I gave a few good alasans and stuff. She did most of the talking during Open Day then my class teacher.

Just so you know I became a prefect in early May. Pengawas Percubaan. And now I'm not. Every probate got the job. Pergi ukur untuk baju pun dah. Then, this whole week I was thinking about really quiting, for real. I was thinking of quiting ever since after the prefect camp in mid-April, whether I got it or not I still wanted to quit. I never really had any faith in it.

My first senior was Deepak, The Captain. He's very strict on duty. Takde cakap pun. Serious only. Was kinda boring with him. Until I got Raja. He's the best thing that has happened to me while being a probate! Bapak lawak! We would always talk about stuff on duty. "Kita buat duty, Kena Enjoy!" Yang tu lah slogan kami! And after that, I'll write about later in the morning. Raja and me keep saying this to our selves. Look below!

We Are Prefect and Probate of the Year!

We Are Senior and Junior!

WE ARE RAJA AND FARIZ!

And I'll end this with quotes from LOTR: TTT.

"Where is the horse and the rider?
Where is the horn that was blowing?
They have passed like rain on the mountains,
Like wind in the meadows.
The days have gone down in the West,
Behind the hills, into shadow.
How did it come to this?"

~King Theoden of Rohan.

Update!

I know I know, Its been what? 2 months? So I finally fell rajin enough to update. And because Nat asked me too.

Well, a lot has happen within 2 months. I think I fail about half of my subjects during Mid-term exams.

I guess thats it for now. I'll post more in the morning. Nights!

Feelings...

Yesterday... My mom was talking to me about stuff of my dad.

My mom told that the sliding broke a bit at the back end. Rather than heping to fix it and repair it a bit, dad scolded my mom. Why this. Why that. My mom dalam tekanan. Ayah wants all the re-ceiling stuff done quickly, and yet, he does nothing to help around the house with stuff. He just sits on his bed and reads his book.

Its hard to see my mother suffer like that. I felt a lot of pain from hearing all of that. I kinda dislike my father because of those things. But as Mr. Ebenezer told my class this morning, "You must have a 'prinsip' in life which you can hold on to, and uphold it." or something like that. I have a prinsip of my own.

"Cikgu ke, Guru Besar ke, Orang Tua, Pengetua, Orang senior, PM ke, Semua kena dihormati. Pengetua yang teruk pun, masih pengetua anda. Kamu tidak boleh tukar. Kami hanya remaja, kita tidak boleh menukar dunia dengan suara kami kerana tiada telinga manusia yang akan mendengarnya. Mungkin dewasa yang berlainan. Walauapepun, kita perlu menghormati orang, walaupun mereka tidak menghormati kita. You respect me, I'll respect you."

Saya bukannya suka sangat pun akan Pengetua saya. Tapi saya tetap menghormati dia. Tidak menunjuk penumbuk di belakang dia seperti orang yang kurang menghormati orang.

The day before sports day was Wednesday 03/05. I called my brother, he said he couldn't buy the camera lens. Some days before I asked my father to pay for it. He looked like 'alahh. mintak duit jugak!' or something like that lah. i went down with an emotionless face and told my father, "Yah, Tak yah beli lah. Dah terlambat pun. Nvm lah nvm."

I went to my room and cried while talking to myself. Kenape lah aku kena hidup!? Kalau tidak wujud kat dunia ni, mesti ayah ngan mak tak de lah kena kluarkan byk duit for my own bloody kemahuan! Lebih baik aku tak hidup. Ayah takde lah kena kluarkan byk duit dah. Nanti ramai org gembira. Rase macam takde keinginan untuk hidup, macam takde gunanya hidup pun. Membazir duit mak bapak je. Cikgu cikgu aku pun dah lupekan aku. Kawan2 pun same je. Tiada gunanya lagi saye berada di tapak bumi-Mu Ya Allah. Ambillah nyawa yang Engkau kurniakan kepada ku, dan berikan kepada insan yang lebih memelukannya.

Banyak sangat rasanya untuk metuliskan di sini. Setakat sini sahaja lah. Sekian

Reunion? heh.. Thursday lah.

Couldn't sleep last night... Then auto sleep lah. Woke up about 5am, then watch a few episodes of Naruto Shippuuden until the latest one lah. I was excited about today's reunion. Unfortunately, only 7 came out of at least about 30 people from SKBB 2004. hehe.. Meharaj, Jer, Nick, Fathi, Fil, Oliver and Me.

Hariz came for awhile to my house. Main game and all, then went home I guess when I wanted to go to Meharaj's house, which is rightt in front of mine. Went there, stand around, waited for Meharaj's mom to get ready then we're off!

Got to BV2 and went to Delicious. Talk with the people there then a short walk for awhile then came back to Delicious then called a few people. Mostly, well all of them couldn't come. Ade hal hal dorang lah. So Jer came, then Oliver, then Nick. We were making a lot of jokes and laughing our heads off. After that we sat at our reserved tables. Borak borak. Then Fathi came. Oliver was showing off his phones... Then Filza came. We were making jokes about Meharaj whose mom looking after us. hahaha! Nick was like, eh let's just leave Meharaj alone and chow. We waited for awhile then we all ran away from Delicious.

After that we went to Marco's Pizzas. Fathi split up from us he wanted to get a haircut... I'll upload some vids here when I'm not lazy. This, I guess, was the first time that I hangout with these guys. So I had a lot of fun. I don't remember the timeline of where we went because we keep going through the same place. xP After Marco's we went through the shops opposite of BV2. Oliver was like ahead of us. Meharaj and Nick were in between Me, Fil, Jer and Oliver. Once we reached Czip Lee, we went back into BV2.

Nick said that Meharaj was brave or just plain stupid, coz he went in front of Delicious. hahaha... We sat behind the piano at the center of the building. We were like asking Jer to play the piano. Tetapi dia enggan buat demikian. hehe.. I traded my video cam for Filza's purse and cam. The guys went up first. Me and Filza were still downstairs. Ambik gambar something. Filza said, or something like this lah. Nasib baik Fariz datang, Or else I would feel left out. =] Something like that lah. It made me feel happy. Like I'm needed and have a purpose...

...

Anyways, we went to the second floor I think, the floor that connects the BVs by the Skywalk. Jer and Nick went to the toilets, Oliver and Meharaj went inside a.. Nike shop eh? Ape2 je lah. On the way to BV we found Khalilul. So talked with him on the way lah. The guys wanted to go to Playtime to buy games. After that we gathered at the area in front of the elevator. Made a lot of jokes! After that Meharaj invited us all to his house. None of us went. haha.. So he went back home with his mom. Khalilul had left then.Fil, Jer, Oli, Nick and I went back to BV2 again. Made a joke in the elevator. -.- Oliver went to Starbucks on the third floor I think, to see Kimmy. Me, Fil, Jer, and Nick went to MPH. We were making jokes in there. We danced! And snapped our fingers to a song they were playing. It was fun man.

Nick had to leave for some reason. Oh oh! It was raining. I bought myself a sign? Or something. And I bought one for Fil. Then we were playing with the escalator, not to touch the sensors lah. But failed. Then we took pictures of us three! =D After the scheduled photoshoot. hehehe... We played with the escalator again. And SUCCEED! HAHAHA! Then back to BV. Walk with them till outside of BV at the parking lot and waved goodbye. Got tuition lah.

I wondered why I felt so weak today. I have... Fever! About 47.78 Degrees Celsius I think. I knew when I got home. No wonder I felt daymn cold in class. So I guess I'm going to bed. Had a great day! That what matters. Instead of rotting at home... sigh... Nights!

Seporta Day

I'm actually lazy to update this and all, but Fil asked me too, so yeah.

I'll just cite pasal ari sukan ah. My mother had to send me too school coz I had to bring the KRS' flag pole thing, which I loss in the end. Got to school, brought one long stick with me and my left boot is not tied. -.- The Kadets were there so joined them for awhile, tied my boot, and gave the stick to Amirah. Then the assembly.. Blah blah blah yada yada yada... Rules smules. Watever lah. Tried out my new EF-S 55-250 mm lens. =D I found out I could take pictures with it! It was weird but, whatever goes! Asalkan boleh ambik gambar, but its manual focus, because the cam is actually bermasalah. Now it's in a Canon place in Shah Alam being repaired. It was the same problem as last time. My brothers kasi pinjam kat my cousin dtg balik rosak, hantar repair baik balik. Now I gave to someone now dah rosak and is being repaired. Cause of problem..: Unknown.

Anyways, after assembly took some pictures and got ready for the Pembarisan Pelajar. Our bags, we just put them behind a teachers car terlonggok kat sane kalau langgar habis lah kamera aku ni dan bag2 budak2 KRS nie... KRS lambat sikit bersedia kat BB court untuk masuk padang. Faizal bagi arahan and we marched to our position on the field. Ustaz Ghani bace doa. Wokay, angkat tangan. Bendera Malaysia dah gerak. Followed by Pengankap and Pandu Puteri. Pengangkap punya kawat sempoi jer. Menang kalah takde feeling pun. Then PP was up next. We waited for our turn while hearing and watching the PP's formation. Now its our turn. Was kinda nervous though. We wowed the audience with our formasi ketiga which include the Tepuk2 KRS, Tepuk2 Periuk(maybe lah) KRS and Tepuk2 Melati(I think so) KRS. Everything went smooth until after the musuh di kiri dan kanan in our formasi keempat. Dorg lupe yang kena gerak 5 langkah kekiri dan kekanan. Pas tu tabit, pusing ke kiri and marched to our position.

Bapak penat diri and staring into space while waiting for the pembarisan to finish! My legs were in pain lah. My shoulders were aching and my ability to stay awake was little. I heard from Naufal that 5 people keluar baris because dah nak pitam kut. Adam beside me keluar during, well I can't remember. Habis pembarisan jer lega hati sikit. What I can't stand was when the pengetua was giving her speach. Feels like forever! Ucapan ringkas my foot lah! At least En.Abu understands. hahaha! Sikit jer dia cakap.

What I did yasterday.

Yesterday.. hmmm... What happened yesterday? =/ Woke up... At 730... Internet for awhile... About 8, went back to sleep... -.- Then woke up at 10! Then what eh? oh ya... Breakfast! Then watch tv, then go online balik. At 1230, I realised that yesterday was Friday!

So dah mandi siap, masuk kete, gi masjid. Surprisingly, there were no cars parked at the normal area we park. So jalan. Cross the road... Jalan3 nampak Firdaus ngan bapak dia. Pas tu sampai masjid. Naik2 dah dalam masjid, dapat kertas yang ade org tu selalu kasi. Then, I was facinated about the paper... IT'S... IT'S... IT'S, plastic now... =.=. That's all. Khutbah tak lame, lebih kurang 8 minit pas tu bleh dgr sikit jer. Mase untuk solat Jumaat kan, orang sikit giler. Pegi mane smua orang ni? Sampai dah nak kedepan skali untuk solat. Sepas selesai smua, abg. Ezani nak merayau kat BV, so I went back with ayah je lah. I was looking for Hariz, but he wasn't in sight.

Got home, and relaxed for awhile... aaaahhhhhh....... Checked my phone. Eh! Hariz call eh?? Call balik... Cakap cakap cakap... Okey bye. then I tried packing my stuff. Gonna sleep over at his house, his parents went back to their kampung. So like 430 I gerak. And what did I brought with me you ask? Phone charger, camera mak (without charger), baju selai and a bag full off! You can't guess what it is! Books! I can't believe I brought books! What the hell I'm suppose to with em!? Berus gigi tak bawak, sepersalinan seluar tarak. Nothing useful I brought with me other than my wallet and the selai baju.

Oh yea... Bloody Tagged...

-Bold the statements that are true for you.
-Italicize the statements that you wish are true.
-Leave the fibs alone.
-Then, tag 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. really.=_=
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with girls.
I'm obsessed with boys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I went to college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick things up with my toes.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant pastime.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I am an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I love being happy.

I tag
Fil, Yi Sin, Becky, Dipti and Ivy.

Last Night and Todah Ah?

Last night... I was... ATTACKED BY A FLYING COCKROACH!!! JENG, JENG JENG!!! note: I'm afraid of cockroaches... a bit scared of cats, but boleh la. More to cockroaches. I was sleeping at the living room upstairs because I am lazy go sleep on a bed... So, went I was trying to sleep, I heard some buzzing noise, like something was flying here and there. Thought it was a dragonfly or grasshopper or something... The minute I saw the enemy... I terus cower in fear... notah: teruk kan? Dah form 4, takut lipas.. ish3. When the coast was clear, I went told my dad who's watching tv in his bedroom.

me :"Yah, yah! There's a flying cockroach kat luar!"
bapak: "Ambik spray pas to spray lah. See where it lands then spray it la."
me: "kay..."
bapak: "Tu ade shieldtox kat pintu tu."

Went into the action! Bukak lampu! Tengok2 jap. Macam takde jer. Cube tidur balik. The noise came back! It was sitting in one place but I can't where it was. Then it flew somewhere near me, bout half a meter from me. Thought it was there so I sprayed there. Ingat takde, tetiba dia gerak towards me! Spray ah banyak giler! MUAHAHAHA!!!! DIE DIE DIE!!! hahaha...The roach menace was gone. Went to sleep.

THE NEXT DAY?

Woke up, mandi, sembahyang, makan, jalan gi sekolah. On the way jumpe Jega. Borak jap pas tudia cakap dia nak gi umah orang somewhere. So, on the road to school, I read Peristiwa BukitKepong to pass the time. Dah sampai sekolah. 2 to 3 minutes early than expected.

To Be Continued... Got Tuition now...